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life

  • Nagoya

    I don’t think I’ve ever really had the chance to spend a full day exploring Nagoya until this year. It was strange to realize how unfamiliar the city felt to me despite being relatively close to Kyoto, especially considering how familiar I am with Kobe, Osaka, and even Awajishima. My husband and I were in the city to take on the Pokémon Center and Poké Lids Stamp Rally and, of course, earn the Special background Pikachu and the Aichi Pikachu—or “Aichi-chu,” as we trainers like to call it—as our catch reward. You can receive one after collecting two Poké Lids… Read more

  • The Great Slump

    I’ve been going through a bit of a creative downturn lately. Work has been incredibly demanding, to say the least—both physically and mentally. I’m not too sure if our workplace will ever find a good solution to the understaffing problem, and I’m really just spending most of my time devising an exit plan for when work inevitably starts taking its toll on me emotionally as well. I find myself exhausted by noon, and when I get home I’m basically worn-out, sitting on the couch for almost an hour worrying if we’ll ever feel comfortable at work again. I do, however,… Read more

  • Centering

    There are times when I dislike myself simply for being me. I can’t help but notice the moments when I don’t know what to say, what to do, or even where to put my hands—as if I’m completely lost in my own mind. Confused. Unsure of who I really am, while at the same time painfully aware that I’m not living the way I should. It’s like something about me always feels wrong. Whenever I’m faced with having to interact with others, I often think: Should I respond the way the person I want to be would respond? Or should… Read more